2nd Internal Assessment

Bismillah..

''2nd IA, in 3 weeks?? Ya Allah....makin hampir..ape nak jadi dgn aku ni...''

Honestly, i know people have been talking bout me..

''tasha dah xcam dulu kan? rajin study...''

''eh, knape tasha dah xserajin dulu??''

Ya, aku akui...benar kata2 mu..memang aku tak setegar dulu..tak serajin dulu..jangan ditanye kenapa..sebab aku sendiri tak mengerti...aku sedar, tapi sedar itu, hanya disitu..aku terus hanyut...Astaghfirullah...Ya Allah..pulangkan kerajinan itu pada aku..pulangkan kekuatan itu dalam diriku...

Perjuangan ini bukan mudah.ianya suatu Jihad..perngorbanan yang Mulia.

Sungguh, aku takut..aku takut utk gagal..takut untuk tersungkur dan terjatuh..Jauhkan aku dari kegagalan Ya Allah..Jangan kau biar diriku hanyut dengan bayangan yang tak pasti..bantu aku hai teman..doakan aku..

Aku mohon kekuatan dariMu, Tuhanku.

Lamunan terhenti.

Bismillah..

Hari ni...hari yg panjang..sama seperti hari2 biasa...tapi cukup padat..

padat untuk aku tersedar dari lamunan ku yang panjang...Alhamdulillah...

hari ni, Tan Sri Dato' Seri Dr. Hj. Mohd Ismail datang melawat kami di IMS ( International Medical School )...sebagai lawatan dari MMC..( Malaysian Medical Council ).

Beliau Presiden nya,,awalnya, aku sangkakan, majlis interaksi itu pasti membosankan..''must be about the typical VIP speech''.. haha..betape tak optimisnya aku kan...?

but it turns out to be beyond my expectation..bila dia mula bercakap, aku tertarik untuk mendengar..dan die pun terus bercakap....lama....aku pun terus mendengar..penuh tumpuan..( biasanya aku kurg fokus dgn ucapan2 VIP nih...)

entah kenape, kata2nya menyentuh hati..sehingga sebak aku dengan pesanannnya...MasyaAllah...Alhamdulillah..Kau sentuh hatiku melalui kata2 hambaMu...

Aku rasa...pengalaman sebagai seorg doctor yg diceritakannya tu menarik...buat aku teruja menggapai cita2 ku...aku juga mahu jadi doctor..bukan doctor biasa...tapi doctor yg banyak berjasa..mengumpul amalan ku utk dunia sana...

katanya,'' Awak mesti jadi doctor yg extraordinary, supaya org ingat awak. seorg doctor yg hebat. bukan doctor yg biasa2 aja. sama seperti yg lain. maka, apa istimewanya awak sebagai seorg doctor di mata doctor dan pesakit lain? buktikan kemahiran dan pengetahuan awak..achieve the best in life. The sky is the limit..this is the time for you to learn..nanti time housemanship, its time for u to practice..bukan balik buka buku lagi..''

wahh...btul kata2nya..Islam pun menuntut kita utk reach the sky! insyaAllah..=)

till then, gtg now.nak makan dinner!

''the time will come in Malaysia, where everyone has to be a SPEACIALIST..there has to be no general practitioner anymore''-he said

insyaAllah2!!

HOPE, a word faith behind it

ok2...i know dh lmbt...tp nk citer jugakk...=) been quite bz lately..plus sedikit tekanan mental..

bismillah..

okay..last saturday...which was 24th of July 2010...i joined this program named HOPE..membawa misi ''towards a healthy life''...kami ( pasukan Hope ) pun pergi la ke skolah New Noble English High School...

Skolah ni menempatkan budak2 dr umur 3-15 tahun...*note: kids in india hbs high school at the age of 15...that means dorg start pre-U by age of 16...sbb tuh specialist kt India nih

MUDA2 belaka..jeles kami sbg doktor Malaysia..huhu..ok, back to topic.. jd kami pun merancang pelbagai

aktiviti utk budak2 nih..( bdk2 3-5 tahun saje..yg 15 tahun tuh ade sesi motivasi khas )

antaranye-

- senam aerobic ( chicken dance + Jai Ho dance )

- melukis cita2 masing2 pada kertas kosong

- webcam rosak ( ala2 telepon rosak, tp melukis )

- musical chair

- sesi berus gigi dgn btul

- susun gambar aktiviti harian yg btul

best taw! tak dpt nk gmbrkan betapa best nya dpt bergaul dgn culture budak2 sini..mereka sgt sporting and happy go lucky! the best part is, mereka sgt fasih english even

seawal umur 5 tahun! power gila susunan english mereka!

owh2, and the best part is, guru besar skolah tuh, perempuan Muslim! Alhamdulillah....*note: bkn mudah utk wanita Muslim di India bekerja...mereka masih dgn pemikiran 'wanita tempatnya di rumah selepas berkahwin'...sad thing isn't it? xpe...masih ade kaum wanita yg nak berjuang seperti Headmistress nih! im proud of u!

here are some pictures!

till then! bye!

A gift from a lovely Friend!=)

Thank u so much Melly! for such a lovely gift and words of wisdom with it...=)

Allll from Malaysiaaa..(she bought it at Herbalife Extravaganza Singapore)~

akan ku simpan hingga hujung nyawa!

Love u!

i love weekENDS!!

owh2!! im excited!! weekend kali nih sgt best!!

my weekend begins on Friday! weeee...why Friday??

err...i bunk my Friday class!! oh...i m glad i did!!=p no regrets!

so, FRIDAY WAS MINE..ALLLLL MINE...hehe...study Patho skit siang tuh...mlm tuh lepak umah Fayy...besh2! tgk tv kt umah die..mkn2 kt umah die..

Saturday, hmmph...woke up early...(early ke? it was 11 am od when i woke up..ngehh) owh2, lupa nk ckp..i bunk my posting today too!!! see, how awesome my weekend??

then i got myself ready for SPLASH!!!yes!shopping timee!!!

bought few clothes...xbyk pun....lame je lebih kat situ..haha...but it was fun shopping!!after a few months xpegi Splash tuh!jd jakun tgk semua..dah la on SALE!!my my...rambang mata!

then i went to Mantri Mall, to tgk wayang actually..more specific, TOY STORY 3..( India mmg lmbt terima foreign movies..) tp lmbt sgt!i still have 5 hours to wander around..=_='

so end up, watching STORM WARRIORS..o.M.g!BUHHSANNNN nak mamposss..its Aeron Kwok okayy...isn't it suppose to be interesting?? but seriously im telling u, it

SUCKS...bluweekks...wasted my money on the tickets!!!urghh..

somehow, i was still unsatisfied for not watching Toy Story 3!

so.....i went to Mantri again!!!on SUNDAY!=)))) just to watch TOY STORY 3...it was WORTH IT!!!! thank god..best gilaa!!! u guys yg blum tgk, u better go NOW!! lol..lebih2 pulak

k..

owh2, shopped again..this time kat MOTHER EARTH...SALE 40% oooo...everything was worth it! bought some stuff for my room..SAVVY!=)

i really2 had a great weekend!

* me having SWENSEN"S!!! *

and u know what? i have another sunday! becoz India has this kind of ceremony thingy, and everyone is on holiday this Monday!!plus, they say ade strike about the harga petrol naek,watever...(i dont hv a car or bike..i dont care..HAHA)...wee~

till then,bye!

i need a break!

Who said 2nd year is much better than 1st year??? *roll eyes*

CRAZY. yup. thats the word that describes best about 2nd year..

u people must be asking why.

u see, who doesn't go crazy if u have TESTS almost every week! VIVA every week! SEMINAR every week!

owh god..see?? where's the time for my hangout and buang masa for myself??sobs3..=(

my my..i miss my 1st year...there were only 3 subjects! i still have time to sleep 8 hours..and lepak2 some more..now look what happen to my 2nd year??even worse,there are 5 SUBJECTS!!

pagi-kelas

tgh hari- break for only ONE HOUR

ptg- clinical at hospital until 5 O'CLOCK u know!

* i reach home by 6! my my....=_=

even i have clinicals in hospital on alternate saturdays..grrr....

really, i enjoy medic..but not the hectic in it!! i really hope all these will bring me something good oneday..

i need a break lah..seriously...i wish i could fly home right now..have some fresh orange with char kuew teow..*berangan*

im gonna have PATHOLOGY test on this monday.AND IM NOT EVEN DONE READING IT!!

ok.gtg.i think i wanna take a nap.bye

21 years OLD =_=

bismillah..

hm, back few days, was my birthday..my 21st birthday..lol

alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah...for letting me live until today...breath...walk...laugh..talk...masyaAllah...He is the most Merciful..

as i get into 21, there's still a long way to go...20 years more to reach 41??insyaAllah...haha...

many things in mind...future...present...plans...hope... only Allah knows...;)

i hope, live gets better when 21 arrives..=]

thanks to everyone who wished...and thanks for the suprise girls!!! mmg terkezutt!! haha...