dream, hope~

Bila kemalasan bertandang, study pun mls...terdetik gak sebenanye in my mind..ape sebenanye matlamat aku nak jd doctor...i mean, why i chose doctor....minat je ke..or its just becoz, this is d only road i c...sbb minat science je...nak jd astronaut, terase impossible to my ownself pulakk...nak jd scientist, xbrani lak...sbb tu ke aku jd minat doc??
ade la sorg hambe Allah nih...buatkan aku lg terpikir..kenape doctor ek..kenape blum ade semangat seorg doc tuh...terase cm dtg cni having fun pulakk...haihh...dissappointed dgn diri sendiri skg nih...hamba Allah tu kate, die nk jd doc sbb his father is his idol..so, die nk blaja btul2...jarang aku tgk die mls study...die kate, he dream of becoming a doc since he was small...so do I...but...we differ in one thing...die kate, becoming a doc one day, will remind him bout his beloved father..man of his life...when i become one, what will i be proud of for the rest of my life..??
da question is, bile nak ade semangat medic nih...=( ?

*rase xmampu nak perform dgn baik for d upcoming exam.-_-

Kami ke pasar!

Ari ni me n my hsemate g pasar pagi tau! tp bgn x pagi pon!!! haha!! masing2 liat nk bgn...especially me, MJ, n mai...sbb kitorg la, rombongan ke pasar was at 12 tgah hari!! huhu...naseb india tgah cuace sejok...so, stakat sunny je la...the weather was nice...=)
we bought 5 kg of diff types of fishes...it just cost us about 370 Rs!!!! murah gilerr!!!! mmg borong habes lah....the most interesting part is, ikan keli dorg BESAR2 BELAKA! n dorg gune penimbang manual...ala2 dacing zaman batu laa...mmg kagum lah...ayam plak...dorg bace bismillah then sembelih depan2 kite jugak...awesome tau! kalau kat m'sia, ayam kat pasar sume dh siap disembelih n togel bulu die...kat cni, everything is alive!!! bile dah puas borong sayur, ikan n ayam..kitorg rushing balik umah...sbb ade MISI utk dilaksanekan...(suprise for sum1)huhu...

MCQ test setel!

yey! at last, i managed to get through my first mcq test here! Alhamdulillah...tp...=( byk careless actually...still x reach satisfaction to my ownself...ye la..effort xsehebat mane, ade hati nak dpt result yg best2...haha...xsedar diri tol...but its ok...still ade lg 7 month of MCQ test...truskan usaha!!

* punye la happy dah hbs mcq td...sungguhpun kecewe skit deep inside..skg ni lepak n on9 pulak...xsedar2 lagi...I.A lg 2 weeks jerk!!haiih....byk giler xstdy lg...n yg plg frustrating skali, is dah bace, tp xingat! Ya Allah, tuhan je tau cm ne stress ni diri ini dikala exam...-_-

setelah dikire kire td, anatomy dpt 13/20, physiology dpt 16/20 n biochemistry dpt 6/10...
ALHAMDULILLAH..
diri ni masih byk kekurangan...xsehebat usaha dan keputusan org lain...ramai lg yg jauh lagi gempak...=)

Life in India~

Its my first blog since i arrived...well, i'm in india..already a month here...here for my medical studies...so far, mcm2 pengalaman yg dah ditimba actually...manis,buruk...best,xbest...yg penting, food here r fantastic! hehe...=p barang2 kat sini mostly murah2 belake...especially ubat2 die...wahh....pegi la jumpe doc 10 times pon, xrugi mane lah nak d bandingkan ngn my country...stakat ni, ramai gak yg dh bli motor la...basikal la...blum ade yg bli auto jer lg...haha...auto tu kenderaan awam kat cni...ala2 taxi 3 roda laa...studies here...makin hari makin byk benda baru...best sbnanye blaja medic nih...kite jd kagum dgn ciptaan Allah...hebat sbnanye...kitorg kat cni dpt dissect mayat 3 tyms a week...sehari dlm 2 hours cm tuh...penat oo...especially part buang lemakk...perghh....tym tu la masing2 terase nk diet pasnih..hahaha...mmg xdinafikan, medic mmg penat...tp the satisfaction comes when u learn sumthing new...huhu...lectures kat cni, mmg gempak habes lah...sebut je urat mane, lubang tulang mane, muscle mane, sumenye mcm kacang je bg dorg...dlm peti otak...maklumla...30,40 taun pengalaman jd doktor...jd anatomist...!!!

so, oklah...thats all for now...nak kene study nihh...ade TEST jumaat nih...waa!takutnye!

bye2! xoxo