pyrexia~

today.i was asleep for almost 24 hours.

why?

pyrexia! got it from seorg jejaka hampeh yg juga demam pada hari sebelumnya..urghh..

gram tol.got myself under the blanket for da whole day!!

solat pon duduk je. pgang phone pon terlepas. betape lemahnye diri ini.

however! terase diri disayangi ketika sakit.huhu..

Mj buat bubur. die lah org paling kerap dtg tgk aku ari nih.nak dekat 10 kali kot die msuk bilik nih! haha..

nabel buat sup ayam.

mai letak kain basah di kepala.

rakan yg lain asyik menjenguk keadaan diri..

huhu...

terima kaseh semue!!

i love u~*wink*

1st year MBBS.END.

alhamdulillah...

tamat la sudehh 1st year MBBS ku!!

dah setahun dh ek?? xterase pulakk... time flies tooo fast~

weeehheeee....

seronok...tapi xseronok..why??

sebab result xkuar lagi!!

ptg td,kuar result viva...

hmm....after waited for almost an hour, dato' ghani pon kuar dr board room...membawa paper2 yg ade namelist for bdk2 yg kene sit for viva..

berdebarrr dowhh...

viva tu ape?? ok, basicly viva nih is an oral test...test utk top up markah kite yg kat border line nih..

border line? alaa...mcm bile kite ats pgr nak fail/ lulus...aaaa...tu la border line...

tapi!! jika name tidak disenaraikan dlm list viva, ade 3 kemungkinan!

1- ko mmg la dah FAIL! xde hrpn dh nak topup2 nih....

2- ko dah lulusss...syukur alhamdulillah..senyum cikit..=)

3- ko distinction! fulamak!!!

haaaa....itu la punca nye aku seronok TAPI xseronok...agak2 nye aku yg nombor brape ek??

perghhh...serammm siot...

effect kalau fail;

- balik malaysia nih, kene study. what the &^%%^????

- kene buat supplement exam right after naek cuti

- IF supplement pon xlepas, hah! REPEAT LAH KAU SETAHUN TUH..bertilam bantalkan buku2 subjek yg ko fail tuh jek. ape kejadahnye? ingat best ke?? member2 laen sumer dpt masuk 2nd year taw x.urghh...

MEDIC IS LIKE A NO NO TURNING BACK ROUTE.

so marilah kite same2 mendoakan kejayaan bersama...sedih x kalau kawan yg same2 struggle dgn kite tym 1st year, tetibe xdpt join kite masuk 2nd year? sedih kan kan kan???

p/s; utk mereka yg dpt viva tuh, tahniah...nape nk sedih sbb dpt viva? patut bersyukur taw...sbb atleast, dpt taw, yg anda ade chance utk lulus. alaa..viva, sumer lulus punyer lahh...mane ade org pnah fail viva..~ all the best!

syahdu ramadhan...

wahai ramadhan,

kali ini kita bertemu lagi..

alhamdulillah..syukur Allah..kerana telah mengizinkan aku utk berada dlm ramadhan utk ke sekian kalinya....

syahdu...aku di sini...bersendiri...menyendiri dlm bilik kecil ku...

menerima kedatangan Ramadhan yg mulia...

mereka bertarawikh di bwh...blok D...aku di sini,hanya mendengar takbir, zikir, munajat,hanya melihat jemaah itu dari tingkapku...

takdir Allah...xdpt ku sambut puasa pertama di sini...xdpt ku

bertarawikh pertama Ramadhan kali ini...(phm2 je lahh)

tapi aku masih gembira...dpt ber Ramadhan bersama teman2 seperjuanganku di sini..walaupun xdpt bersama keluarga utk 2 minggu puasa tahun ni....

aku bersyukur, masih punya teman yg xpernah lupa siapa Pencipta...siapa tuhan mereka..

masih ada golongan yang Allah tempatkan di kalangan kaumku...golongan yg masih berdiri pada jalanNya yg lurus...Alhamdulillah...xjauh aku dari Islam ku...agamaMu wahai

tuhanku....

moga Ramadhan kali ini, jauh lebih bererti dr Ramadhan ku yg lalu...

moga Ramadhan ini, lebih mematangkan diri yg jahil dan hina ini...~

p/s: sorry la skema skit this tym...hehe

UB city.

smalam, saye,nabel,mai n mahir..ke UB city mall...huhu..=) ye, i know.mesti korg tanye.nape br skrg pegi?dh almost setaun dok sini kan...haha...tu lah..namenye xhabes jelajah bangalore lagii...=p
kononnya nk mkn tasty tangle la...n actually nk tgk la mall yg sehebat pavillion tuh..
jadi,lepas exam biochem, kami terus ke sane..( al maklumla, final paper beb!)

al kisah...
setibenye kami disane, KAGUM.
kagum melihat seni bina dlmn nye..'' wahh...mantapp''-first thing that came out from my mouth...huhu...hebat lah wei...jln punye jln..lagi '' wahh...xsangke...''
this place name BANGALORE, the silikon city... ade-

- burberry
-salvatone ferragamo
-louis vuitton
-kimaya
-moschino
dan mcm2 lagi..

bkn nye jakon ke ape...tp xsangke...india hebat jugak ye...=)

ok, jd kami pon ke tasty tangle...wahhh lagi sekali...'' die bukak lagu mlayu la!''
tmpt die lawa gilerrr....ok,order punye order...mkn la....mcm2 kitorg order...xingat dunia tol...
skali, sampai2 bill, Ya Allah! tekejot kejap...tp bile pk2 balik..mmg patot pun...order mcm dinasour...haha!!

mahal mmg mahal..tp berbaloi ooo...mknn fusion malaysia, singapore, n indonesia..wahh...sedap!!!


seterusnye, mahir- '' eh blum solat asar la..nak solat kat ne nih..''
alamak...UB city kedai sume BERRRIIBBUUUU.....xkan la nak pura2 shopping and then tumpang fitting room n then solat...haha..mmg la klaka...

jadi, we came out with an idea..kitorg naik auto...g garuda mall...haaa...kat sini kedai2 yg mampu la sket...dpt la pura2 try baju n then solat....huhu....

pas solat, jalan2 la kat garuda...SALE masih berlansung!! wahhh....shopin punye shopin...
lapa balik la pulak!haha...dinasour kan???huhu..

and guess what??we went to UB CITY again!!!haha!!gile kan???
mkn laghi!!lalala...

know sumting.we spent almost rm300 for dat day on food ONLY!!wakaka...seronokk...~=))

satu kisah berlalu...

hari ni, tamat lah kisah anatomy dlm first year ku...(although actually anatomy is the basis of everything in a doctor's life)...haha...

well,i didnt feel that it was the best..but i tried...

insyaAllah...PASS.tu penting!!

kalau dapat more than that, rezeki dr Allah la tuh...;)(besh gak!) huhu....

all i can say right now, pray for the best!!

perjuangan masih belum berakhir. masih ade yg belum selesai.

PHYSIO! BIOCHEM!

moga dipermudahkan segalanya~

when and where?

okay people..
i got another 2 weeks for my professional exam..
how does that sound to u?

''COOL''?OR....''R U NUTS???''

i'll go for the second one..crazy huh??
yeah2...anatomy,physiology,biochemistry...in 2 weeks time??????
OH MY GOD.

the Q is...where should i begin?
and the problem is, WHEN should i start?

yah, i know..i know...
i've been spending A LOT of money these few days...ye la...mane taknye...its SALE man! paham2 jela sale kat india ni camne kan...HEAVEN. tp kan baru hbs exam.ape salahnye!( 2 weeks longggg,MENYEKSAKAN!)

but back to the topic.when and where?
haiihhh...dah start melepak ni yg payah nak start balik nih...smalam je dh hbskan 3 movie.;p petang tu g benetton.day b4 nye g tgk wyg, n got myself baju esprit and kasut soles.
berjuang tasha!(hehe...ayat poyo)
but somehow,bile flip through my answer sheets dat day, i felt like i could have done better. but still, alhamdulillah.thank you Allah. He always knows the best..>.<

so,ape lagi?get back on ur track lahhh!!!start with something simple.then it will bring u to bigger things.

''nothing is easy. only u,urself who can make things easier.others can only talk not DO.''

there's a future worth fighting

attention or ignorance..

growing up without a father through out my life,made me an independent girl today..*tough enough* i suppose...with a mother who is very strict on me..we are not like those 'lovy dovy' mother-daughter relationships...we dont really share things inside our heart...so,being the only child fo 15 years, i used to keep my feelings to myself....

sick,sad,mad,happy...all alone inside...its just i do share it with my nenek sumtyms..;)

well, being a very lonely girl throughout my childhood,made me realize...
how important a man is to a woman's life...

she can never stand alone....although most of the times she could...
like who i am today, is becoz of my mother...
but still, i need that someone...
someone who could be there with me..through my hard and easy times...
through sadness and happiness....
i know, im not as great as mother...who could do everything on her own...

i want attention as i hardly get it from mother through out my life...
that's y sometimes i tend to be soo demanding...(i know its bad)...but i want it badly...from the one i love..

today,im 20..
everytime i feel neglected i'll turn to someone...someone who i call my 'bestfriend forever',who means more than the world to me..that SPECIAL SOMEONE..
but sometimes,expecting too much,brings me down.that leads me to a worst feeling of being neglected...;(
sometimes he just couldnt be there for me when i need him most...
cant even do simple things that i KINDLY ASK.
the more i know him, the more i hardly understand.

sad.yeahhhh....get so em0 right now...
y cant we be just like others.HAPPY.UNDERSTAND.