21 years OLD =_=

bismillah..

hm, back few days, was my birthday..my 21st birthday..lol

alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah...for letting me live until today...breath...walk...laugh..talk...masyaAllah...He is the most Merciful..

as i get into 21, there's still a long way to go...20 years more to reach 41??insyaAllah...haha...

many things in mind...future...present...plans...hope... only Allah knows...;)

i hope, live gets better when 21 arrives..=]

thanks to everyone who wished...and thanks for the suprise girls!!! mmg terkezutt!! haha...

Herbalife..;)

Bismillah..

lame sgt rasenye xbloggin...smpai terbuku byk perkara di hati...

so, many asked me, why suddenly Herbalife??

here's the story..;)

one morning, looking at the mirror,a thought came to my mind..''Mama said u're too thin..not just mama, but everyone around u..''

yeah right..memang la..i LOST 5 KGS in a week of exam kot...i pun dunno why..of course i was SHOCKED...lol.

i ''thought'', i eat a lot...but xnaik2...why ahh??

like i said, i THOUGHT..haha...

so..my heart tergerak to go for Herbalife..and the best person to talk to is, Amalina Allen Peter...haha...i actually went to Herbalife Bangalore's main office first, then i called her...haha..!! she was suprised though..;p

after talkng to both Malaysian and Indian Herbalife independent distributors...I made my decision on going for Herbalife's Gaining Weight program...Alhamdulillah...Allah show me the way..;)

Melly kate'' gaining weight xmcm losing weight ye tasha...it will take some time...climbing up a hill is tougher than rolling down it..''

true..very true..so i have to be PATIENT..very2 patient..insyaAllah..

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few days later, once again, Allah opened my heart...on something i realised i needed...He knows Best..masyaAllah...;)

i thought of joining Herbalife and become a distributor..a part time distributor..so i went there again, Herbalife's office..signed up..tp hadiah Allah tu bkn mudah..xpsl2 dorg nk affidavit from India's court pulak...(padahal xperlu ponnn..=_='') xpe2...i said to myself, there must be a reason for this...naik turun auto la aku 3 hari berturut2...habis klas, trus g mahkamah, then g herbalife..mcm2...at last, dpt jugak jadi distributor yg sah..;)))

at first, it was kind of hard for me..mcm2 dlm fikiran...nnt ape kate org? nnt mesti dorg perli2..bla3...

until 1 point, i said to myself, its NOT them who showed u the way, its Allah..so believe in Him..;)) He decides on ur Rezeki..not others..;))

dah genap 11 hari aku jadi herbalife distributor...

Alhamdulillah, again and again, Allah bukak pintu rezeki yg luas seluas-luasnya utk aku...sebak rasenye...for all the sins i had done, He is still, and always there for me..

i prayed to Allah,''dear Ar-Razak, let this be a good thing for my iman, and faith....let it be a good thing for my studies,future and hereafter...''

p/s: i can't wait to go for Herbalife trainings!!!

anyway, its better to prevent than to cure..

so why not become a 'Preventor' and a 'Healer' at the same time? Allah knows the Best..;))

amalina allen peter~

this is for u..

i still can't believe that ur getting married...i'm so happy for u dear..

xsangke, a friend who used to lighten up my day, laugh with me, cry with me, walk with me, is already getting married in few days time...i'm so sad, that i can't be there.

i wanna hug u.really. well atleast, for the last time of u being single..haihh...im stuck here, struggling in becoming a doctor.

and you, u have ur life by the age of 21. u have ur own carrier, ur own family, ur own income...wahh..what else can u ask for melly? u must thank Allah for all the things that u have today!

here i am, wishing u ALL THE BEST. ur wish come true..atlast, u found the man of ur life..

may Allah give u the best in life..

just, dont forget me, atleast, as some1 who walked into a chapter of ur life.i love u..n i always do..* now feel like crying again*

take care.be a GREAT wife.

2010=2nd year MBBS

salam..=)

dah lame rasenye xblogging..wahh..too many things happened..Allah menguji..xpernah berhenti..

2009, was a great year for me! i learn A LOT of things. about miracles. that Allah creates, in you and me..;) how i wish, if i could turn back the time, i could have done better.BETTER.so much better. but Alhamdulillah, izin Allah, i succeed my first year..without any single failure...syukran Allah..

well, i hope my 2010 @ my 2nd year MBBS will be a greater year for me! full of challenges, i know.its tough.=_= haiih..makin malas hari ke hari..tp xpe!! harus berjuang, walau pun sikit..sikit2 lama2 jd bukit..but seriously, 2nd year is a lottt moreee tougherrrr than u expect! COMMITMENT, thats the KEY. siapa kata hadiah Allah itu mudah?

'' sesungguhnya, manusia hanya mendapatkan apa yang diusahakannya..''

moga2, kekuatan itu xberkurang, malah bertambah.InsyaAllah..;)

pyrexia~

today.i was asleep for almost 24 hours.

why?

pyrexia! got it from seorg jejaka hampeh yg juga demam pada hari sebelumnya..urghh..

gram tol.got myself under the blanket for da whole day!!

solat pon duduk je. pgang phone pon terlepas. betape lemahnye diri ini.

however! terase diri disayangi ketika sakit.huhu..

Mj buat bubur. die lah org paling kerap dtg tgk aku ari nih.nak dekat 10 kali kot die msuk bilik nih! haha..

nabel buat sup ayam.

mai letak kain basah di kepala.

rakan yg lain asyik menjenguk keadaan diri..

huhu...

terima kaseh semue!!

i love u~*wink*

1st year MBBS.END.

alhamdulillah...

tamat la sudehh 1st year MBBS ku!!

dah setahun dh ek?? xterase pulakk... time flies tooo fast~

weeehheeee....

seronok...tapi xseronok..why??

sebab result xkuar lagi!!

ptg td,kuar result viva...

hmm....after waited for almost an hour, dato' ghani pon kuar dr board room...membawa paper2 yg ade namelist for bdk2 yg kene sit for viva..

berdebarrr dowhh...

viva tu ape?? ok, basicly viva nih is an oral test...test utk top up markah kite yg kat border line nih..

border line? alaa...mcm bile kite ats pgr nak fail/ lulus...aaaa...tu la border line...

tapi!! jika name tidak disenaraikan dlm list viva, ade 3 kemungkinan!

1- ko mmg la dah FAIL! xde hrpn dh nak topup2 nih....

2- ko dah lulusss...syukur alhamdulillah..senyum cikit..=)

3- ko distinction! fulamak!!!

haaaa....itu la punca nye aku seronok TAPI xseronok...agak2 nye aku yg nombor brape ek??

perghhh...serammm siot...

effect kalau fail;

- balik malaysia nih, kene study. what the &^%%^????

- kene buat supplement exam right after naek cuti

- IF supplement pon xlepas, hah! REPEAT LAH KAU SETAHUN TUH..bertilam bantalkan buku2 subjek yg ko fail tuh jek. ape kejadahnye? ingat best ke?? member2 laen sumer dpt masuk 2nd year taw x.urghh...

MEDIC IS LIKE A NO NO TURNING BACK ROUTE.

so marilah kite same2 mendoakan kejayaan bersama...sedih x kalau kawan yg same2 struggle dgn kite tym 1st year, tetibe xdpt join kite masuk 2nd year? sedih kan kan kan???

p/s; utk mereka yg dpt viva tuh, tahniah...nape nk sedih sbb dpt viva? patut bersyukur taw...sbb atleast, dpt taw, yg anda ade chance utk lulus. alaa..viva, sumer lulus punyer lahh...mane ade org pnah fail viva..~ all the best!

syahdu ramadhan...

wahai ramadhan,

kali ini kita bertemu lagi..

alhamdulillah..syukur Allah..kerana telah mengizinkan aku utk berada dlm ramadhan utk ke sekian kalinya....

syahdu...aku di sini...bersendiri...menyendiri dlm bilik kecil ku...

menerima kedatangan Ramadhan yg mulia...

mereka bertarawikh di bwh...blok D...aku di sini,hanya mendengar takbir, zikir, munajat,hanya melihat jemaah itu dari tingkapku...

takdir Allah...xdpt ku sambut puasa pertama di sini...xdpt ku

bertarawikh pertama Ramadhan kali ini...(phm2 je lahh)

tapi aku masih gembira...dpt ber Ramadhan bersama teman2 seperjuanganku di sini..walaupun xdpt bersama keluarga utk 2 minggu puasa tahun ni....

aku bersyukur, masih punya teman yg xpernah lupa siapa Pencipta...siapa tuhan mereka..

masih ada golongan yang Allah tempatkan di kalangan kaumku...golongan yg masih berdiri pada jalanNya yg lurus...Alhamdulillah...xjauh aku dari Islam ku...agamaMu wahai

tuhanku....

moga Ramadhan kali ini, jauh lebih bererti dr Ramadhan ku yg lalu...

moga Ramadhan ini, lebih mematangkan diri yg jahil dan hina ini...~

p/s: sorry la skema skit this tym...hehe